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Friday, December 17, 2010

wrong decision

erm.....jz feel very no mood..and obviously, i made a very wrong decision......
i promise my fren for a trip, it is going to johor bahru, Utm...go there to visit my fren that going to have a big show at there....erm, actually my purpose going there, i beliv it is not for him....jz think that patrick is going, and feel less chance with this gang..thats why i spend my time with them....
why i said it is a wrong decision?i feel that this trip have no planning, or can say that is bad planning..and i very not satisfied....i might not be a good planner, but i think i am better than him....
actually i jz thining that, why i want to spend so much and go for the trip??and my purpose is not to visit my fren? am i should save up the money for my target racket, my shoes and with my fren??but not waste like that....
but since i ady promise, i think i have no choice now....
i am thinking..what if 2moro i cant wake up??mayb i will jz waste my bus ticket tat cost around 60++, but i can save up more than 150.......
erm...i will let my mind decide it....